The low down....

Thanks to Themikeappel... a blog I frequently read that sports the same love for Tequila (THE GOLD STUFF) that I have... I have decided I need to blog again.

Fuck it's been too long. And thinking of writing a million and one blogs about each thing I have gone through since July (Holy shit... I haven't blogged since then - smack ruler on hand*) I thought I'd compress it into one blog... like trying to stuff cheese through a key hole. (It just might work!)

Finger fun (I can see you sexually minded people giggling to yourself)
I have become a girl.. or should I rather say become feminine. My sister-in-law has taught me the art of being girly. Yes, Stacey Woensdregt, now paints her finger nails. No they don't have sparkles or fancy designs... they are more on the lines of plain black and not painted as well as the professionals do it.. but hey, they still look good when I flick you the finger behind your back! It's nice being a girly girl... make up on, nails done, hair done.... yes, 2 minutes extra to look that much better is worth it!

OCD
My sister-in-law, bless her cotton socks, is OCD. Now I am not.. actually far from it. I don't live like a hauder, nor do I eat out of trash can, but I'm not the neatest person in the world. However, living with an OCD person tests your patience. It teaches you something. I have learnt from her and have adapted her OCD to conform to my life.. and hey... cleanliness doesn't hurt anyone. But for those really manic OCD people... there's more to life to worry about, more in life to do than worry about this cleaning or that cleaning. And (no offence)... if you are that OCD... you have too much time on your hands. Go find a job!

The young can teach
Living with some one or being around some one who is younger than you makes you realise how much older you are, how you have grown as a person and how you will never be that care-free drunk young'en passed out in the club tiolet again. (Oh those were the days!) It's nice... nice to know that you are moving up, growing as an individual and have surpassed so much.

Self worth & fuck you
Over the past few weeks I have gone through life changing experiences. These experiences have taught me the value of myself, that I won't stand for shit, that I can tell you to go screw yourself and it's fine, that I won't settle for poor standards and I am me, and I am great! No need to tell you the finer details, all you need to know is that I finally have self worth and I love it. What a blessing it is to know your own worth. I advice everyone out there to go and find themselves, love themselves.

Go with the flow
Wow, life is incredible when you let go of the reins and go with the flow. From a person who stressed her nuts out about being fired to having no cash (this was a few years ago), to being self employed and with nothing to spare, it's nice to know that now that I have gone full time again that I never have the fear of being fired. What a liberation I tell 'ja. When you reach rock bottom, it's no longer the boogie man taunting you at night. You've been there, realised rock bottom's name is Bob and you have become friends with him. When you have 'jumped off the cliff' and taken a risk in your life, everything flows. Spiritual as it may sound, it does. And over the past few weeks and months, I have seen how the universe works, how the flow of life commences and how, if you let it, life guides you anyway. Wow... what a realisation. (Cheers to Racoon for helping me realise this!)

A new love
After being bitched at by my landlords for my garden being to dry (Come on now... it's winter for fuck sakes) I have started watering my garden. Wow... it's my new hobby. Nothing beats watching the sun set as you hear the sprinkler on the plants or watch the water loosely drip off the petals (sounds like a porno). Can't wait to get home and see the 'hosepipe.'
So life is ticking on, just as it should. Learn a lesson here, grow a little there.

Life is a rollercoaster, ride it!